Friday, July 17, 2009

A Hot, Hard Summer...


My last post was about how July was turning into hell for me. I really meant that in every way too. I believe the only good thing that has come out of this month was my holiday pay for the 4th of July...yay... In all reality it did help out a lot! Things have been tough for the Abeyta family this month. We lost our food assistance this month due to an error on part of Adams County, in the end we had to re apply. Still waiting notice, if we got it or not. I never thought we would end up at a food shelter, part of me on the inside feels failure. I think its a father thing, when you know that without the goodwill of others, you would be in a deeper hole.

Still, I go to work, doing the best I can. I will not give up and go without a job, I can not imagine not having an income to support the people that mean the most in my life. I hope to one day go to college, I would like to pursue NCM (Network communications management). This enable me to learn more about wireless comm systems as well as wired services including servers and such.

Until than I have to continue my journey towards a better life, the American dream.

Friday, July 10, 2009

July: The Month Of Hell..

My whole life has never been a trip down candy road to say the least. I have never let that get to me, because I just find that is a part of life. Sometimes you are never handed the easy hand, and for alot of people that is just life!

This month for me has been rough, i have been really struggling with finances and stress hardcore. Needless to say, I am at the end of my ropes. I have little food in the house, asking help from everyone, my job still will not give me full time, and has still kept my cut from what it was 5 months ago.

I guess I can only hope that, I will be back to the pay i was at, or a new job.

I wish, just wish things would get better!

P.S. my cable got shut off this morning, aint that a *&^$!